Why your “why” might not be your why.
I was traveling to visit my son’s family in another state over the holidays, when I got all up in my head and started a deep dive into my “why”. Why do I want to work as a psychic healer? And in asking this question, I suddenly realized that it wasn’t for the reasons I’d told myself all along - or rather the reasons I regurgitated from the online gaggle of coaches, healers, and other psychics I had been surrounding myself with.
To make an impact! No, that’s not exactly it. To create more freedom in my life! Hmmm, again, it kinda sounds “right” but isn’t quite it. I mean, trying to power through daily bouts of low self-worth, imposter syndrome, and massive amounts of financial fear doesn’t feel all that “freeing”. Wait, wait…this has GOT to be it - to leave behind a legacy I love! Wow, that sounds impressive, but it also feels like a lot of pressure. I mean, I’d like to check out of this life having left behind a really good impression of myself, but a whole legacy?!
So what the hellinski is my “why” behind stepping up, creating a business, and sharing my gifts with the world?
And as I asked the question, the answer was received. You see, the question goes deeper than “What’s my why?” - the question is, What is my God given why? My existential why?
And it was then I realized that at the core of my desire to share my gifts was not to make an impact, create more freedom, or leave a legacy. The REAL why is this…
To fully actualize ME. To awaken the Godspark and soul gifts within that I was born to share before turning to dust at the end of this lifetime.
To know that I am worthy of my divine self being fully expressed and shared with others.
My “why” is about sharing the full expression of the divine in me - full on, no-holds-barred, standing naked in my glorious, vulnerable, gift sharing, let’s f*cking go 3D vibe.
And by being in my full expression, I open energetic space for others to align with and fully express the divine within themselves - to do, be, and create what is meaningful to them in this lifetime.
(Oh, and while your busy being the fully expressed, divine, verion of yourself you happen to be making an impact, creating freedom and prosperity and leaving a glorious legacy of joy and authenticity!)
Your Godspark and soul gifts are waiting.
Go get it, girl.